In this sea of lonely, the taste of ink is getting old...

Today after work (which was good), I went to see The Corporation with Janelle. We met and ate pizza, then went to the movie. And oh my god. I have to go off on a rant now. That movie was one of the most incredible things I have ever seen. I was moved to the point that if I could cry, I would have. It wasn't sad or anything like that. It just encompassed everything I have ever believed. It explained exactly how I feel about things. It's exactly what I want to do. Beth knows the producer, and I really want to talk to him, so hopefully I can get a contact somehow. I want to do so much, but I don't know where to start. Hopefully he can help. Oh my god though. The movie just rendered me completely speechless. I tried to tell Janelle what I felt, and I couldn't find the words. It was the best thing I have ever seen. I felt such a sense of relief; I was like "THIS is what I want to do." I want to show people how they can make ethical decisions that apply to the world and people around them. I want to return faith in the government, and take power away from corporations. I'm not going to go off on how 'coporations are so evil' because I don't feel that way. I just think that the people who make important decisions are greatly misinformed on the wishes of the majority. I also believe that there is a huge untapped resource of power in groups of people. A group of people who want change is a greatly-underestimated force. I felt something watching that movie that I don't feel very often anymore. Excitement. I was jumping with it. And I was happy. I know it's hard to understand. I couldn't really explain it to Janelle. It just did something to me. It woke me up from whatever I had fallen into. I want to watch it again! I want to show it to every single person I know. If you haven't seen it yet, go. Or rent it when it comes out. It's definitely something that everyone needs to watch.





"She listens like her head's on fire, like she wants to believe me."
-The Cure