And I wonder, when I sing along with you, if everything will ever be this real forever....

Last night was.... amazing. To say the least. And I am saying the least for obvious reasons. I drove downtown to pick New Guy up from his show. The bands weren't finished yet, so I went and drank some coffee in Timmy's. Later on, I met up with Hilary, Ashley, and Jessie, and we all stood around and talked while the guys loaded their gear. Jaron was drunk. It wasn't pretty. He kept pulling off his clothing, and then he pissed on the street right in front of us, haha. Anyway, when everyone finall dispersed, I went home with New Guy. He was so cute. Shy; so I got to be my good ole assertive self.
"I'm sorry I'm so shy....... this isn't easy."
So I kissed him and asked if that made it easier.
He made me feel like I was the only person in the entire world. He was so sweet, too. I could hardly talk, but I didn't really need to say anything. I felt so comfortable with him. Secure, in a wierd sort of way. I couldn't stop smiling.

After three hours of sleep, I got up this morning and went to Gabriola to record a song with Inamorta. I think that's gonna be our name, I'm not sure yet. That's the name on the demo. The recording quality isn't the finest, but you get an idea of what we sound like. It makes me giddy to listen to it. I am so excited about this band. We lucked out with Peter; he has a proffesional recording studio in his house. Yay! After the jam, I walked home with Trevor and hung out at his house for a little while. I happened upon some yellow play-doh in his room, and commenced sculpting a guy beating off. Yes, I AM a sick little freak. Trevor and I talked today about a few....uh...things. I think we're going to be able to be friends, so long as we stay out of eachother's love lives. Well, that's about all I accomplished today, so I will go.



"I feel like swimming in your apathy, you know I'd love to be your conscience when it calls.'
-Matthew Good Band