oh i forgot...

I told Old Guy about New Guy, and he pulled one of those 'I'm jealous. I'm going to tell you I'm fine but hate you for the rest of your life' moods. I told him I understood completely how he felt, but that he couldn't expect me to sit around and wait for things to get better between us. He also tried to tell me that he didn't like the idea because he was 'friends' with NG. I will tell you honestly, that I have never seen these two hang out. They know eachother, and I think they've been to parties together, but I have yet to see them make a 'play-date' per se. And you know what? Let's just have a little talk about jealousy here. I wonder how it feels to get dumped, and find out your ex is fooling around with some other chick not even a month later. I should not have to feel bad about this. I am old enough to decide exactly what I want to do with myself. You are in the past, and I am moving on. I want to stay your friend, but I don't want any bitching. I just want to live my life and not have old strings pulling me back.