Cast my soul into the sea, anchor it away from me....

I went and got drunk at my dad's goodbye party. It was strange, seeing all these people who have known me since I was two feet tall, and openly drinking/smoking in front of them. 'Hi, I used to babysit your children, and now I'm bumming rollies off of you.' As my reputation sinks further into obscurity.

I woke up with the sun, and turned to find your face next to mine. Your eyes were pinched, as if tortured by dreams. I breathed silently and fell backwards into a weekend filled with broken hearts and promises. Left behind me, and yet still piercing every inch of blank thought. I can't erase it. I can barely live with it. This is not the end.

I can feel how cold it is. Please stay.