If this is where I don't belong, excuse me, I'll just fucking leave....

"I've got something to show you. I'm coming to get you in a bit."

After the conversation noted below, I wasn't in any mood to act cheery around anyone. However, the thought of getting out in the sunshine was vaguely appealing. I put on shoes and a poker face and went to the mall for lunch. I kept getting dizzy spells again. They haven't gone away all day. I didn't want to say anything though, because I hate drawing unnecesary attention towards myself. I sat and ate my sub and periodically found myself staring off into space, completely in a daze. We left the mall soon after, and headed for the woods.

I was attacked by branches, thick foliage, and the occasional splash of sunshine. My bare legs took a beating on many a rock and sharp root. My mood gradually improved as I tore through the woods, following a thin path.

"Awww fuck. It got me."
"What?"
"Stinging nettle."

On the way past, I ran my hand over the plant.

"What the hell did you do that for?"
"I wanted to see what it's like."

We carried on through the woods, finding new places to sit. The further we went, the better I felt. We eventually reached the beach, and I fell down this cliff and got all fucking dirty. But it was so much fun! I sat on a rock and just listened to the water. The sun was on my face. I felt great. I was happy again. That's all I needed, really; just some time outdoors.
We eventually headed back to Jason's, where I changed into cleaner clothes. Then we watched the political debate, and eventually I went home. I was totally wasted today. Tired, etc.

Back home I talked with my sister for a bit, then she went camping. Now she's coming to get me so I can boot for her. It's all I'm good for, really.

Fuck!!! I keep getting totally dizzy! This sucks!





"The future has fallen short, when the sun sets north and the clouds fall from mirrored walls."
-Sparta