When I close my eyes, I can see for miles...

So. Tomorrow I have an interview at Wendy's. And on Thursday I have an interview at Sears. Thank god. I really want the job at Sears because a) it's not fast food, and b) because it's a morning shift. Now that the threat of unemployment has been temporarily eased, my mind begins to focus on other things that are lacking in my life; mainly, relationships. I know I said before that I was fine being single, and truthfully, I am. However, I would just prefer to have someone to be with, you know? I don't want to make marriage vows or sign our lives away to eachother, I just want company. I want someone to be close to. God, I sound so fucking lame. It's true, though. Everyone around me seems to be happy in their little romances, and I just feel out of place. I think the most frustrating aspect of it all, is liking someone, but not being able to show it or do anything about it. Those who know me well enough will know what/who I'm talking about. This is just how fate works, I guess. The only guy who's genuinely interested in me and would jump at the chance to date me is my ex-boyfriend, and I promised myself I wasn't going to go back to him. We just don't 'fit' together, and there are some past complicated issues that would definitely interfere. In other news, I am so excited about this new band. We sound so cool. Very dynamic. We have a 4/4 to 3/4 time change in one of our songs; a first for the bands I've been in! Still looking for a bassist though. We're hoping to play our first show in April.
That is all. Cross your fingers for me for the job situation.




"I can see for miles and miles and miles. My broken heart makes me smile."
-Sublime